MOVED!

It's a brand new year.

AND..

I've moved to http://thesmallfatcat.wordpress.com

=)

i want to go JAPAN too!! brrrr..

Mugging? Or maybe not??

Am suppose to be muggin but I can't help to think of shopping!! Super need a shopping spree can!!

And I really hope to have a getaway trip right after my exams.. Gosh! Feeling so blue.. Dunno why!! Maybe because I've got so many things to study and yet I'm still procrastinating!! Stress!!!!! Nothing seems to get into my big fat brain..



Psssss.. I hate it when he comes into the room and digs my sister's things. Disgust me can.

disturbing

last night i told that fella at home that i'll hate him for life. and his reply was ok.

this is totally sick.

he calls my name and my sister's name for nothing all day long.

when i'm in the bathroom, he sneaks into my room.

in the middle of the night when i'm awake, he comes in and do some silly actions to attract my attention.

while my sister is sleeping, he'll do again, some funny actions. and not forgetting to complete it with his sinister smile.

he likes to lie on my sis and my beds and use his oily face to rub against our bolsters and pillows.

he gives us this sinister smile everytime we get pissed off because of his actions.

i'm seriously feeling damn disgusted by his actions.

and if this carries on, i'm going to rent a room outside and not be home.

every single day, my sister and i will have to say "GET OUT OF OUR ROOM".

i know my mum will definitely be super upset. however, with this kind of disgusting behaviours that im exposed to every single day, i cant help but feel that this home is going to be broken into pieces all because of his nonsense.

dearest friends, give me a solution please?

last night i got so pissed off till in my hurt i cursed him that he'll burn in hell and get his duly retribution. and that's how mad i was. till now, i still don't feel a tad remorseful. however, i felt bad because i've sinned. and the sin was because of it. it's so not worth it. so i'm trying hard to tell myself that i'm going to ignore every single thing that he's done. treat him as a transparent human being and live life as per normal. it's not worth it getting my arteries hardened because of him. he, for sure, will get his deserved retribution. i'm not cursing him but it's that fact. creating miseries for others is something bad right? people say when u do bad things you'll get your retribution. i truly hope he doesn't get away with it.

and i'm going to accommodate till he push his luck till my brim and i'm going to move out.

my mum spares the rod, spoils her son. if she can't do anything about it, it's ok. i'll leave.

Plants in a bottle

when i was at Soon Lee yesterday, my eyes were set on these beautiful bottles. my personal favourite is the first one. Round and fat! wahahaha! Molly molly molly!

it's a pretty novelty. =)

Inner thoughts

it's been a long time since i've last blogged.

and i'm doing it now because i feel pretty frustrated as well as disappointed. and i guess this cyber space is a good place for me to release my thoughts.

today i told my mum that my sister feels that she nobody ever bothers about her thus she's happy that she's going to get married and be out of the house.

my mum immediately rebutted that if she thinks that it's the only solution then just be it. however, i know that she's just disappointed to hear this.

actually, i agree with my sister. there were many a times whereby i wanted to just get out of the house. and this is mostly because i couldn't tolerate one person's actions. and it is my brother.

i know it's very mean of me to say this but i just got to say "i rather not have him as a brother".

as a family, we are all suppose to give and take. living under a roof requires lots of accommodations as well as tolerance. but from what he had done to the rest of the members, it really feels very sick to see him everyday in my life.

no doubt that he had stroke fear in me for several times and at that point of time i even cursed him. but i think for what he had done had gone beyond my patience and i guess as well as my sister's.

and when my sister once told me that her boyfriend told his friends that my brother was just a piece of furniture at home, i laughed. i know it was bad for me to laugh cause if i were to hear people especially my love ones saying this, i'll be devastated.

however, things are not helping when my mother spoils him to the core. not only by providing materialistic wants that he want but also supporting him even though his thoughts/philosophy are wrong.

As a female, i know that i'll go soft hearted when he needs help from me.

but from now on, very sad to say, i'm just going to treat him as a normal human being that i see on the streets. it has always been this way though but i'm just not going to hate him nor am i going to like him as my brother.

To deal with people like him, hatred is a small word.

and with this post, i rest my case for my family. from today onwards, i'm not going to be involved in any of the arguments. this is because the outcome will always be negative. sigh.

2010

spent the first day of a brand new year shopping. =D

dun be stupid.

舍得 and random tots

舍得舍得

要舍才有得.

i finally had a break after so long.

dread to go to work these days as i'm alone with the boss. and things are piling up. hate it as it's not about time but HOW to do.

then again, it's a small thing. as it's ONLY a part time job. sometimes i think i'm taking it too seriously. but then again, i don't deny that this job is one of the best that i've done. I JUST NEED SOMEONE to guide me though. but seems like this firm's a busy one. everyone is just plain BUSY. sad and f-ing stressed up. i woke up in the middle of the night and it's not only one night but many nights! now i understand what's stress. guess studying is still better than working!!!

work aside..

hehe!! today is the first day of my holiday.. i skipped mock.. so my holiday starts TODAY and i'm really happy!! woke up at 1+pm and watched PRISON BREAK (season 1). i know i'm slow! SCOFIELD is really damn handsome can! and his brains.. omg.. i truly admire such smart people! super love his socket eyes.. gosh!! *slurps*

got a box of cocoa crunch. patrick and spongebob. =) lovely. and not to forget.. a silly dollar coin=D

today is a happy day.

TOYWATCH

can someone tell me how NOT to love this beautiful toywatch???























Picture credited to 4freaks(ebay)

totally chio lor!!! but it costs a whoopping 249 USD... omg.

=( all i want for christmas is this.... =D

sleep and dream. haha!