horrayyyee~~

oh man.. i regained back my FREEDOM and SLEEP and everything!! was chionging assignments for the entire week~ big huge ugly eyebags.. sigh..

today's presentation was fucking disgusting. i noe i did so badly. i was so freakng tired. i couldnt be bothered. the kinda face that shang gave was also not encouraging at all. i noe im being frank here. that's wad's in my mind though. my lecturer.

this morning i was in a bad bad moood... plain tired and shag. i just hate this. hate to spend my night on assignments.. but then.. haha! I CAN PLAY FOR THIS WEEK!! i wanna go shopping~~~ shopping~~~ and more shopping~~~ going to discard my unwanted clothes and get new more... wanna buy more shoes. jeans. shirts. and more cosmetics please... i dun care if they rot at home.. hah! i wan more~~~!!!~~~

not going to see boy for a week!!

boo.. im so so busy with my assignments~ boy's going for wedding dinner.. and here i am.. moving the mouse.. staring hard at the screen..

done my packaging and edu pack.. im left with the fuckly horrible bottle, a standee and 2 other small items to do~ man~ i just hate to list out what to do! have to finish ALL by today... im so so dead huh..

going to print my packaging tml.. hopefully things dun cock up.. or else i'll just be so dead!

i miss the time whereby i spent my entire day being a couch potato and watching the korean shows~ oh man.. now.. it's spending my time on my HARD chair.. looking at parfum bottles.. listening to songs and doing all my work.. how i wish i've got a work buddy manz.. but then again.. i'll prolly just while away my time talking and talking..

i love the yoghurt mask~

ok.. guess u'll prolly noe wad im doing now.. masking lor! hehe!

just came back from ktv session with boy and friends.. they were smoking and smoking! it's even worse than haze!! =x bth man~ my cough started soon after they lited up the ciggerattes!!

tml's plan:

11-12 = packaging
12-1 = edu pack
1-2 = bottle sketch

then i'll go print my stuff!

hopefully by tml.. everythings sort of settled.. and thurs onwards, start maya liaoz! i'm so far behind from people! kiasu jane is going to be left behind!!

latest news~!!~ boy's going GEYLANG to eat!!

oh ya.. went to see a doc today.. gastric.. AGAIn!~ it felt so terrible~

boop..

$10/hr job. my legs went breaking away

ok. i have no more energy to complain anymore. not going to work under maxxmedia anymore. it's so damn tiring. and the ppl there sucks! EXCEPT for the girls~~ love them all!! they are so so cute!! hehe!! met some nice ppl like selene.. beatrice.. and sam!! hehe!! it's the first time whereby i worked with lots of girls~ and most of them are really nice!! and oh.. forgot to mention about huiting!! ting ting in short~ she's so so tall!! i wan her height!! =) she's also very caring.. wont forget them!!

think tonight i wont be starting on anything. will start tml! and i mean it! will sleep by 12 today.. wake up fresh for school! and this week is super pia week! i'll chiong all the way! GO jane GO!!

my boy rocks today.. he knew that i would be real tired and all.. he bought yami yoghurt for me! and we ate fish and co.. my brain aint functioning well! boo.

my hate list..(i noe im childish) - JAMES AND JIMMY! the Js.. sucks man!

slacking and MORE slacking

my saturday was gone.. slacked for the entire day.. woke up at 5pm.. in between.. i was being disturbed many things.. awww~~ wasted...

jimmy called this morning and asked if i could get to work.. of course.. i rejected.. was damn tired last night..

but then tml i'll be working.. for the sake of money this time.. =( boy's birthday is in another.. 2 more months? to be exact.. it's.. 1.5 months!! boo~

haven started or rather completed on any assignments.. i think im damn fucking slack.. and this is my 2nd sem.. shouldnt i be working real hard..

btw.. im thinking of quiting my job.. cos i need time to do my assignments.. will opt to work on tues only.. but then again.. time is really not on my side.. will speak to them abt my difficulties this time round.. hopefully, the boss will be able to understand me. or else.. i'll jolly well quit for good.

last but not least.. i love sushi tei!! hehe!!

actually.. im alil not keen to working tml.. xy says that it'll be tough.. and her tough is real tough.. and then i din join them today.. dunno if tml will be somehow awkward for me... =(

damn tired can~

just came home from vivo. watched deathnote. it was pretty interesting and the story line was pretty unique. however, the bad guy was not as handsome as the good guy. tot jap should have alot of handsome boys ard.

not working tml. long story. jim said that im on pending list. gonna let someone else try first. damn it. at ard 11+ then he told me. if dun wan me should have told me abt it yesterday after the briefing right! felt that maybe i was TOO FAT for the motorshow.. my tummy just keeps growing.. think i better get soome detox tea and poo the shit out.

but not workng on saturday is a good thing. i intend to go to some pub or club with boy!! will be fun manz~!~ better than our usual movies and shopping and most of all.. dinners.. fat fat.. gonna try to lose to 45kg..

i noe that's near impossible for me esp my living style.. so i've tot of replacing all my snacks with yoghurt instead. nicer and healthier..

guess wad.. im typing with my eyes closing everynow and then.. today's a really hectic and tiring day.. putting on my wine mask. smells so nice~ im lurving it. will type more tml~

fat jane

JANE

waiting for maya to finish rendering

ok.. im waiting.. it's been like 20 mins since i clicked on the render button.. while waiting.. i tot that my skin was a tad oily.. so i went to apply the green grape yogurt mask from missha... i've to admit that that's the only cheap mask that i've found it good and nice smelling for my face.. and of course.. im talking about a peel off mask..

my manicurist is so so lousy.. guess wad.. it's only 2 days.. and my nail polish chipped! wah kaoz~ sian manz.. lucky it's cheap.. else i'll prolly scream at her! never going to visit them again.. think i'll change my target to bugis village... i wanna do the acrylic nails.. hopefully by then.. my finger has recovered..

skipped 2 lessons today.. maya and vaf.. couldnt wake up.. and im afraid tml i cant wake up too..
sickening boss asked me to be there at 11am to supervise the new girl.. if i cant see shang tml.. i think i wont be going there any earlier.. heck.. will prolly tell huiting to open the shop herself first then i'll rush down.. i simply hate my boss...

went for the motorshow briefing.. it was boring.. and we are really gonna be surveyors.. sian~ but think of the money..

actually i kinda regretted getting this job. cos then i'll have lesser time for practically every single thing. i haven started on maya.. haven finish my bottle and thingy.. sigh!! i need more time!

gonna watch movie with boy tml.. miss him.. he's the best. cos he's always by my side when i needed him! i love you! even though u have small kuku bird! haha! just joking!!

it's no school day again~

man.. it's so hazy and im so unhappy! damn sick today.. partly becos of late nights and my bod just can get used to it... so i happily skipped lessons.. haha!!

busy jane = neglected boy

ok... im neglecting my boy..

skipped school today.. becos i simply was TOO tired to go to school.. was pia-ing my resume, portfolio and namecard.. and now they are like.. 3/4 done i think? just that i think that my resume CMI~ sigh.. i've got only an achievement so far.. boo..

today i shit out this... more than 10 inches long SHIT!! can u imagine how long is it?? hehe! prolly even longer than any boy's.. you noe that part.. haha!

went to work and i've got a new full timer.. think she's a butch? or maybe not? not sure.. but she's sure trying her very best to work everything out.. and she said i was sensitive to many things.. i've got to admit i hate my boss.. simply becos they are too too scary.. like they'll SPY at you from 2nd floor and so on and so forth..

ok.. im not sure if i can get into the 10bucks/hr.. think they wan someone with good figure.. whoe wants fat jane right? but being a daredevil.. i sent my photo over.. let u see it.. hehe

i feel so guilty eating a piece of bread with bean paste in it!! especially after seeing the email that jeff sent me saying that he needs my half body photo.. wah laoz eh~ i've been starving and when i got home.. i just cant control~ if tml he comfirmed that i've got the job.. think i'll have to starve for fri liaoz! actually if i dun get the job right.. i can get to do my work at home during the weekends.. so it's like 50-50..

i've still got to edit my namecard and my ppt!! it's gonna be a long long night.. sigh.. and i've yet to bath.. think i'll use the scrub today again.. scrub away all my tension and stress. sounds cheesy yeah.. but that's just me!

my cranky comp is going cranky again.. the power supply was a major problem.. then i had the card reader thingy that's causing my comp to somehow slow down or something... and i'm afraid that it's a spyware that will spy my passwords and stuff that i didnt wanna risk doing internet banking~ i think im alittle paranoid.. the haze is driving me crazy~~~

today is portfolio night.
tml is parfum night.
fri is maya night.

which simply means that.. jane's gonna have shorted lifespan.. breathing in all the haze at night and having all the radiation..

my boy is so smart

my boy is damn stupid!!! haha!!! he actually didnt notice that the organizer stops at jan 2007!! and guess wad.. i haven received the organizer yet!!! october already.. he has spent nearly 10 months on the organizer!!! crappy right!!! yawnz... where can i find such a smart boy right? i noe im sarcastic. -.-"

jane declared it's NO SCHOOL day~

haha! guess wad m i doing now.. 11am.. im having my yoghurt mask on my face.. listening to goong's soundtracks.. while everybody's in school listening to jennifer's lesson!

stupid me.. i think there's something wrong with me! last night.. guess wad happened! in the middle of the night i was sneezing away.. woke up and found that it's DARK DARK in the middle of the night. and my ears were so itchy.. itchy in the sense that the inner part was i think.. filled with mucus? sounds disgusting right! sian.. so today i decided to stay at home.. touch up my crocs.. take photos.. and develop them later on.. sigh.. i think it's gonna be a tiring day.. cos later when i send my photos for developing.. i'll be attending a seminar.. then come back to take the photos.. then go to commode.. long and tiring day awaits me.. boo~

tml i'll be buying my precious dsl!! hehe! im so happy.. for the past few days i was kinda sad..

why? cos yesterday, i found out that evonne is QUITTING.. sigh.. and the boss kinda bad.. stressing us so much.. money is hard to earn.. that i must admit.. but then again.. i needed the money for many things.. example.. formal wear..

boy promised me that saturday we'll be going bugis for shopping spree!! hehe!!

我今天好伤心.

今天是我第一次买衣服买的最不开心的一天.

也是我第一次带有笑容不过心里感到很难过的一天.

我决得我好想变了. 我不想说你变了.

smiley no smiley

listening to goong's soundtracks now.. it's so so touching. the scenes of those actors and actress kept running through my mind.

boy's busy accompanying his friends now! eating stingray (cold fish?).. i can never ever pronounce any hokkien word properly.. but then.. who cares right? haha! im a cantonese!!!

ok.. something funny happened today.. some CHEESY guy from triple E came to our table and wanted to get to noe our precious xiao jing!! he tot smit was MANUFACTURING dept. damn... smart leh.. haha! engineering guys must really buck up lehz! except for someone.. hehe! not going to say his name here.. or else i'll get it from my boy.. his initials.. G.X.. sigh.. reminds me of my secondary school days... oh man.. back to cheezy.. zj turned him down politely.. and he replied saying that he'll be real sad.. crap right.. and obviously.. no brains~~ im so so mean! haha! wad's wrong with saying cheesy guys are people with no brains? =p

next.. assignments are piling up.. and guess wad im doing?? skipping morning lectures, not doing my assignments.. and the greatest sin.. WATCHING DVDs!! ok.. i noe it's a GREAT sin.. watching love at harvard.. pretty nice for a korean show.. a lil typical.. but nevertheless, romantic! i just love the TOUCH down part.. oh man.. the guy kissed her.. *muacks* im loving it..

i'll prolly work hard next week. ok.. it's not prolly.. it's I WILL WORK HARD STARTING NEXT WEEK! and i mean it.. gearing up needs time.. especially for fat pigs like me right? hehe!!

oh yar. sometimes i think im really kiasu and kiasi and wadever.. or rather im selfish.. not going to state any incidents.. but from now on. i'll change. i mean it.

im so stuck for the parfum assignment. so shiityyyyy... i cant get anything out of my head!!~ BOO~

work and more work!

so shit manz! sales was bad bad today.. 100 odd bucks only..

went anna's ktv session just now.. damn shag.. boy and i was so so tired..

last night was ktv at oriental.. hehe! stella, small cow, eugene, jielun were there.. ok.. at first it wasnt that fun.. probably the later part was better.. everyone seemed abit -.-" was there till 3am.. my voice was GONEz manz! i just realised that im horrible in chinese.. and i CANT sing for nuts.. but i just love the songs so muchie.. boop.. i think im only good at speaking and pronouncing words.. but definitely not singing~

boss came down today.. yucks manz! he said that he'll be back by an hour later.. end up.. fuck lar.. i was wayang-ing for so long and yet he didnt come back! shit rights!

oh yar.. while working.. was reading reader's digest.. crappy right? i think i need to really read and add some more knowledge to my brain. i think that im just a freaking small fat frog in the well.. and sooner or later.. i'll be dead without knowing wad's going round in the entire freaking other part of the world.. after reading a few nice and informative articles.. i think my brain is growing! haha!! think i got mummy's genes.. love to read and very curious about things going out there.. thanx mum! hehe!

yup.. and thanks dearie for the dou hua.. i love it lots! especially after a day's work.. it's so so sweet of u to send in right to tiong bahru.. though i noe that u slept till 2 pm in the afternoon. haha!

dearie.....i dun mind feeding u till ur pay day comes!! =p

my head stinks! why? cos i've not washed my hair for 3 full days! call me stinky!! bo pian! im always home late.. dun wanna have migraine.. and i haven do the accents and slang homework yet! shitz!

tml's lessons are important.. cos assignment will be then briefed to us.. im nervous.. nervous to present my ideas and stuff. why? cos i noe they are horrible.. sometimes. i really think that i've chosen the wrong course. im just not the cut that designs really good stuff. it's just so so me. im so retarded somehow.

ok.. i blabbering rubbish again~

go eat 7-11's hello kitty icecream!! i just want that that that WHOLE set of cute cute train moscots!! AWWW~~~~~~~~~~