oh oh oh~

friday night:

mos with ru and nixie. nixie was damn damn worried abt her dnad. i think she didnt really enjoy that night? ru and i were dancing away till 3+... when i started to feel my legs BREAKING! nv going to wear heels again to club! haha! and the bouncer commented that my outfit was nice! =) music was better into the late night but the smoooooovvvviiieeee place was really cccccrrrrrooooowwwwddddeeeedddd! with many ppl squeezing and packing into that bird cage.

yesterday:

eugene's birthday! boy and i bought him a pendant! he better love it ok! cos we chose it together! boy's attitude and temper sucks recently. i gave him a warning last night. another time it happens, i'll just say bye bye cos i cant stand it no longer!

and for today:

sleeptttt till 2pm. and slacked till now. tml im suppose to have my fucking campaign up for critic session but im so so nua now that i've got NOTHING done so far. i've yet to complete 200 more words for my elective module report. i noe this sucks biggie time. and the best part of it.. IM GOING SHOPPING LATER! =)

*wishlis*

i wanna get acrylic nails.. wanna have blink blink!! its gonna cost a hundred odd. yar. and i think i can only do it after boy's birthday. reason being.. have to save up for his pressie. and im clueless of wad to get him. a bag? a earphone? a shirt? parfum? nano? specs? coat? watch?

damn it lar. im so sian.

pretty o pretty lashes!

my eyelashes are finally PERMED!! im loving it~ the soaring lashes! hehe!

something happened in class today.

firstly.
WARNING: IF U FEEL THAT U DUN AGREE WITH ME, FUCK OFF FROM MY BLOG! ESPECIALLY PEEPS FROM MY CLASS!

OH YA~ just to add on. THIS IS MY BLOG! SO I GET TO SAY WADEVER I WANT YEAH? I DO HAVE MY FREEDOM TO WRITE ANYTHING I WANT.

ok.. firstly, i find that some people just DUN wan others to help them? they just "helpfully" do this and that. at the end of the day, they end up doing alot and others claim that we DO NOTHING but just sit around like dead bodies? damn! not as if others didnt lend a helping hand? so wad if we DO NOT HAVE the initiative? COME ON! ASK US TO DO LAR? u expect we to initiate to help out at this kind of time. where everyone's so stress? obviously open that fucking mouth and ask or even say u need help. if we REJECT, it's ok to say that we are DEAD but in the first place, DID ANYONE ASK US TO DO ANYTHING? chee bye.

secondly, we DID help out? CANT U OPEN THAT FUCKING EYES OF URS? the thick stacks of leaflets. did some machine helped out to CUT them into quads? WE DID OK! WE WERE THE ONE WHO CUT THE LEAFLETS! in the morning, most of us were FIGURING out how to do the balloons sculpturing? AINT WE HELPING OUT? just becos of some fucking posters and this happen? then u expect 22 of us to DO THE POSTERS? 22 ppl sitting infront of a fucking mac doing the posters?

ok. im very upset. just becos of some posters and everything gets so messed up and fucked up and wadever. i hate to see this.

i do admit that sometimes we might be harsh. i am harsh also. another word for it - straightforward. we do voice out our opinions freely and in a direct manner. we cut into conversations. but, arent we all suppose to be like that? like when an idea pops out, will u hesitate to voice it out? i wont. thats for sure. of course, sometimes we do blurt out things that were not processed by our brains but i think that's forgivable?

i dunno wads happening. some ppl are super indecisive. some are super quiet. in their minds, i think they have this "wadever lor" kinda attitude which i fucking HATE the most. i think i belong to this category - LOUD and harsh. oh. there's another group of ppl who dun bother to ask for help when they are struggling. should we call them the pitiful ppl? i noe im being sarcastic. im sorry. i cant help to voice it out. i wont flare up in the class cos i could not be bothered. bt this IS my blog. so i think i do have my rights to say wadever i want AND last but not least, YOUR COMMENTS ARE NOT NEEDED! i REPEAT: YOUR FUCKING COMMENTS ARE NOT NEEDED!

*edited* whether who's right or wrong, there's no point quarreling. at the end of the day, we'll just grow old and die.

urge to blog in this cold cold night

these are my random thoughts that are are in little brain now. if u are not happy with it, DUN read it!

1) let's face it, who doesnt like ATTENTION?

2) I HATE YOU!

3) the way you speak pisses me OFF straightaway.

4) i just cant communicate with u. WHY?

5) sometimes, i really hate design stuff!

ok. im getting alil emotional now. for the fact that i still dun have a great biggie concept in my mind.

gonna perm my eyelashes tml! mummy booked an appointment for me liaoz! =)

gonna see shang tml. i hope everything will be fine though i noe that everything WILL not be fine. thats that. last but not least, i dunno wad to wear for TML!! haha!

nuts girl

CAN SOMEONE JUST GIVE ME AN IDEA ON THE SHELTER CAMPAIGN?

im mad. mad girlie. i hate this. i hate dnad. i hate shelter. i hate campaigns. i hate everything NOW! i hate myself. i hate my brains.

but i love my body that's for sure. hah!

im feeling so uber STRESSED up. i think my ideas are freaking fucked up lousy. my confidence ran away. my brain ran away with its creative juices. im a nutshell. a bimbotic nutshell.

just realised that i noe NOTHING. i only love to dress up, make up and look pretty. i suck in design. im always the last few that gets a decent idea. im so so lazy when it comes to assignments. i totally hate everything except fashion!

im so into FASHION 70s. it's a dvd. a nice pretty dvd with lots of 70s clothing. my dream is to open a small little boutique selling pretty nice accessories and clothings made by me! and why am i still thinking of that fucking shelter thingy.

charms~~

man.. i totally love those charms that i've just placed order! i spent like day and hours and wadever to CHOOSE from over 100 pages of little charms.. and in order to not waste money.. i selected them after much thoughts..=)

i just handed up my audio assignment. recorded my freaky voice for like 20 times saying the same thing all over and over again.. but it was a good experience and i got to learn how to use audacity for once. haven been at timR's lesson for quite some time yea? haha!!

ever since im in 2nd year, i DREAD to go to school.

it's a rainy plus windy day!!! im lurving it~~

my brain juices are so so COLD!! cant think of any CREATIVE ideas.. i need to sleep!! haha!!

damn it man.. this morning i was running late.. so.. as usual.. i took a cab.. haha! then when i reached there.. ru told me that the lecturer has released us already!!! OMG!! waste my money and time and everything nia!

went straight to nafa for the DANDAD briefing.. it was SO SO Boring~ i couldnt help falling asleep nia.

then went back to school again for elective module briefing.. it's gonna be a TOUGH choice.. should i choose a easier module or a tougher module BUT useful in the future? =(

germaine got good good lobang for the snake skin clutch!!! i WANT it!! haha! was thinking of it DAY and NIGHT.. finally now the price looks and seems reasonable.. so i think i'll get it!

pictures time..

my super duper tired face.. reminds me of tml's horrible lessons.. it's gonna be tiring.. I HATE LONG LONG days...

my favourite bumper bee sunnies.. from forever 21.. it's darn cheap lor~ current fav ettusais foundation and my FAVOURITE eye liner from mac~~~ it's super smooth and gliddy~~ but then the down side of it.. smudges quite easily nia!

ok.. and remember the resfest thingy.. before i chuck everything in my cardboard.. i shall take a last picture of those freebies! super love the white notebook! the cover is so so nice-to-touch!!! see the mtv pen cum paper weight? so uber CUTE!! the cap has a smiley face on it~ i think it's a super innovative plus cutie product.. how i wish i've got the brains of such designers! =x

that's all~ gonna be really busy this week. thurs - audio assignment wed- SPCA donation fri - DnAD submission 30 NOV - DET2 assignment..

SO DEAD!

finally. it's OVER

yeah!! im outta moi JOB!! no more working on weekends.. =) yum cha next weekend!! =)

ok.. today while working i saw many many familiar faces. starting from blossom, sis n alwin, valerie, shi chang and then... wei ting!! how i miss her...=(

my boss is a fucking bastard! he came at 7+ . told me to pack up and leave! sounding as if he's firing me! cheesepie.. then.. after i packed everything nicely for him right.. he told me to WAIT for him to come back so that i can pass him the key! wah laoz.. before that.. he came back the 2nd time. open the cash register and asked me whether where the 50 bucks went? HE BLOODY HELL TOOK IT ON WEDNESDAY!! and then he slammed back the cashier.. nah bey lar!

when i asked him abt the pay.. next month then can take sia.. and i asked when? he said that around this time.. which is like.. 8-12 december then can take pay!! *faints* evonne has yet to receive the pay.. i think he's a cheater. a freaking cheater.. EVERYONE OUT THERE.. if u are finding a job.. DUN WORK FOR HIM!! he's now looking high and low for part timers and full timers too.. attractive pay.. but u gotta WORK like a DOG for him..

oh yah.. FIRST thing he asked was my sales today.. he commented that there were alot of ppl.. and i said i only sold one freaking hand creme.. oh well.. i was sitting there for the entire day and there were like so many ppl walking PAST out cart but not looking.. so wad should i do? GRAB them huh? this stupid freaking boss HAS NEVER EVER worked at the cart before.. he doesnt even understand how things work.. he rather close the cart then to open it when im not free.. so.. it's good nia.. they are going to CLOSE down anyway!

*smurks*

the sight of his wife also IRRITATES me to the core man.. KNN! wad's that freaking stare and the no emotion kinda face.. when sales was good.. did they praise me or something? NEVER EVER. INITIALLY, they said nice stuff.. and then their expectations went up! they should open their own cart and try selling $200 plus worth of their products.. i make sure that they'll feel the strain in their throat and the tiredness!

hmm.. back to my boy. DUN WANNA MENTION ABT THE CHEE BYE BOSS ANYMORE!

he's sick.. hope he get's well. dun pass the dirty germies to me.. hehe! =p

tired but HAPPY~~ hah!

ok..

went resfest early morning.. was LATE as usual cos i woke up at 11~!!! and im suppose to meet ru at.. 11.25? hah! reached at 12 though~

went shopping after that!! bought many many more undergarments for une nana co(it's wrongly spelt, i noe), skirt, tops. surprisingly.. this time round i didnt get SHOES~ and i noe i need one.. think half of my pay's gone.. booo~~~~ but it's all worth it~ since i'll be wearing them! haha! i noe it's bad to spend so so much..

then i went minds cafe with boy and friends. slow fun. hah! played the dog bone game and the saboteur game.. it was pretty fun but just slow.. cos everyone was sorta tired i guess.. we are old peeps.. hah!

oh.. dinner was at sushi tei. boy hated it. the taka branch was HORRIBLE! food were cold, unfresh and expensive. i too prefer the one at vivocity. the ambience and all...

during cab time, i started to touch up. then boy FLARED up just becos im touching up my makeup in a cab and that's the first time he saw it. stupid freako! and he said that i would rather entertain boof and beep(nintendogs) than him.. STUPID! i wanted to give him a tight slap! but im a good girl.. so i just talk LOUDLY. hoping to get some freaking sense into his tiny tweeny bird plus tofu brain. *should add in "SPONGE"*

my boss smsed back me this before dinner when i texted him AGAIN abt the quit issue "i do and i dun really understand why u didnt tell me on wednesday lets talk tomorrow also it's expected that you give at least 1 week notice." cheesepie.. im NOT going to give chance liao. i'll jolly well just say i can only work on weekends next week. THAT'S THAT! smeelly asshole.

im ONE happy girl!!

hehe.. many happy things today!!

1
BOY BOUGHT ME COOKING MAMA!! i noe i sound kiddish and childish or wadever dish lar.. but im so so happy!! just that i was a tad too tired to really express it out.. im super UBER happy!! *smurks* *laughs* *WIDE MOUTH*

2
done manicure.. i love how the colour match my undies.. i noe i sound sicko.. but it's damn chio man!! alil of christmas feel.. my nails look so so pretty~~~

3
the manicurist tot that i was a japanese~~ haha! i noe i sound bimbotic or wadever.. but i like lehz!

4
OMG!! i received my JUNK FOOD tee finally~~!! and my bunny camisole!~ so so soft.. im lurving it! more junk food please~~ i super love junkfood tees..

today's a day whereby im filled with fun fun fun activities.. besides the screening...

morning i was late... ok.. i noe.. im never early.. blame it on my dry little fat stubby nose.. it looks so so terribly dry.. i was kinda annoyed so i stared at the mirror for more than five mins trying to fix it.. had to take a cab there cos ru was waiting for me.. i noe im bad~~~~ haha!

morning talk was a tad boring.. low budget mtvs and so... but it was pretty fun to get to noe wad's behind mtv! and amazingly.. for the very first time i got to hear the FULL song by ELECTRICO.. david was there to give us alil talk~ =)

the screening was BORING.. i fell asleep.

did i mention that the event was known as resFest? oops =x

tml's end at 3pm.. i wanna go shopping! wanna buy a new black watch.. looking for a cap sleeve shirt for boy's dinner.. im so excited.. =)

my new shoe hurts.. sad.. blisters all over.. but i dun mind.. pretty pretty! i love killer heels! hah!

hmmm.. i sms-ed my boss saying that im quitting and he has yet to reply.. wonder wad's he up to. -p

why are there so many youngsters out there that are working and not studying? here's a question to think. my manicurist today looked as young as me... but arent studying anymore. parents? money? or wad? sometimes i wonder.. =

stupid elearning huh

i just hate elearning thingy! hafta DRAG myself to finish those horrible plus terrible quizzes and responses.. =( sucking away my energy SLOWLY~~

tml i'll be at the resfest thingy.. it's gonna be COOL i hope! dun wanna waste mama's money uh! after which.. think i'll have my shopping time before meeting boy!

BUT FIRST.. i need to finish my VAF and DET elearning assignments! i freaking sian of them lor.. can i dun do it? i noe i cant.. stupid questions right..

hmm.. stop thinking abt assignments for awhile.. hehe~ i just finish SCRUBBING my body just an hour ago.. and it smells so nice.. apple blossom rocks man!! my skin's now smoootttthhh~~~ haha!! it's a scrub from my shop...

oh.. talking abt my shop.. im gonna quit soon.. it's too too stressful for me. with the freaking horrible black face boss. i simply hate it. he's so so mean and SHREWD~ tot it should be used on ladies. but this time.. it's for a guy! laoz~

it's gonna be a terrible process. i noe. i just wanna work in a better environment. not like this. BBOOOOOOO!!

my sleep~~

before anything else.. i just love sleeping! haha!

firstly..

dcmd's class outing on monday which is yesterday. pretty fun. just that some people went halfway and end of the day.. only 6 of us were together at the settler's cafe!! which is so cool! thanx to jovan who recommended us this place. the "dog" game was FANTASTIC!! haha!! poor zj had no cards.. POOR me.. jovan SNATCHED my cards away~ haha!! it was so fun! shall we go there again next time? =)

before that.. we were at SAKURA.. food tasted horrible.. it was one of the worst places i've gone for buffet. even sakea was better than them.. but i prefer sushi tei though... it rocks! after sakura.. was ARCADE time.. ping ping sure chiongs arcade man.. she's SO SO good in most of the games.. JOVAN was so horrible.. haha! he lost to me straight in puzzle bubbles! then again.. i really enjoyed this session..

- indecisiveness is so so horrible. i hate it. -

during the arcade session.. got to talk to huiling and valentia. it was really girlie talk.. i enjoyed the "slimming" thingy recipe that huiling recommended. hah! and i enjoy sharing all the experiences that i have. =) valentia shared with us her boy boy thingy~ haha!

then...

I MET MY BOY~ he's so so crappy nia.. he didnt even noe his directions! dumbo him!! but then again~ i just love him for who he is~ he fetched me from holland village to him via cab.. and then has to go home himself.. and i couldnt wait liaoz so i fell asleep.. poor him~ AWWW~~

while sleeping.. IN THE MORNING.. i was called up to collect my pay.. nix called me abt the resume thingy.. and huiting called me to work on sat and sun.. i just hate it nia. i hate that freaking jimmy and the client! CHEESE PIE man~ but the pay is really good..

should i go for my facial? mummy keeps bugging me to go for my facial.. but im extremely tired and lazy and wadever though it's just opp. my home.. and the skills of the beauticians arent really worth my trip nia. maybe pop by on thurs when i've got nothing to do~ hah!

ok.. i've still have my stupid internship thingy to source out for. and i think my resume sucks big time.

and i've gotta travel down to farrer park to collect my pay. sucks big time.

i love i love i love. u.

=(

damn. i should be feeling so so happy today cos it's going to be MONDAY tml.. monday = class outing day.. but im feeling so shit.

shit 1:

woke up at 7am by my boi. surprisingly i didnt yell at him.. cos i noe he's also tired..

reached jurong at 7.55... and damn it.. there goes the remaining money that mummy gave to me for the weekend.

after that.. i had to measure 229 people's waists and hips and height and weight under the blazing sun for the pathetic 32 bucks. and worst thing is... im the freaking only one that's suffering under the hot sun whereas everyone is in the shelter sitting in their comfy chairs! so unfair right? for the same amt of money and im doing MORE work than them. my mood was freaking horrible and terrible and FUCKING cheebye lar! (i noe im sounding abit CRUDE. dun read if u cant take it! i fucking dun care!)

then.. some where so so horrible~! dunno if i should say dumb or wad.. some just keep leaning back when im taking their height and weight! wth! one of them nearly fell. dun they have backbone? dun they have some common sense? i noe im sounding mean.. but imagine 229 ppl.. and 1/2 of them are like that.. and im STANDING throughout the entire event.. i think im feeling more dumb than them. DAMN IT!

shit 2

it's a smaller shit.. phone's batt went FLAT! and it's like.. in the morning.. and i forgot to bring my charger~ how stupid can jane be.. that stupid nia!

im in a foul mood now.. sigh~ i just cant control nia~

I HATE CRAMPS

cramps are driving me MAD!! real mad.. WHY must girlies get menses cramps!! so unfair right? guys should have ball cramps. and their bird should bleed EVERY monday. haha! weekly affair for guys.. monthly affair for ladies~ sounds SO fair!! =)

today's sales sucks big time. why? cos my boss scolded me for playing my dsl and reading books while working. my face was SO SO black. fucking bastard. wad's wrong with playing games. not as if if i dun play, the sales will rocket high up into the SKY nia right? so today i PROVED to him that sales was bad becos i DIDNT play nor read books? i was just staring and walking around my cart? sounds pretty interesting right?

boy's at his company's dnd. hope he WINS something. he's so so suay manz! haha!

ok.. tml's gonna be a BUSY BUSY day. morning is the healthcare thingy again. then afterwhich, gotta go for work at suntec.. sian sian sian~ money money money~~ i'm aiming for a pink kabuki brush.

it's so so cute right?? hehe! i just love it!! sigh~ tml's work is dedicated for it! jia you!! expected amt of ppl will be 300 lehz~ think my hands will sure rot de lor! and dennis will be just sitting there measuring the blood pressure. then i would have to measure this and that. why is the world so unfair when other girls can do admin work~~~~ i wanna do admin work!!! boo =x

sharkies~

didnt go school today. reason being.. OVERSLEPT!! i conveniently went back to bed man.. the weather was so so good!

gonna watch my korean drama-fashion 70s in 3 mins time after finish blogging.

boy and i are so broke today.. dunno where to go nia~ and i've yet to collect my pay cheque.. it's driving me CRAZY.. anyone wanna bring me there? need someone who can drive nia~~~