jane is BZ

sounds so contradicting right? im blogging saying that im bz~!~ cos i need to take a deep deep breath before i start on maya - the war. man.. finally i've reached the animation stage.. it's damn freaky tiring man.. last minute work again! i noe it's bad! but designers are like that i suppose?

animation is giving me tons of problem~ sigh!!

i just love this Elva 1087 album. though some songs are just not my cup of tea.. but nevertheless.. i think she's a great singer!

need to get started. else NO LUNCH!~

everything else except maya

i think im crazy! i finish watching one litre of tears last night! haa! or rather.. i finished it at 7+am just now! and sad to say. i've not done a single improvement for maya.. haven even finish the basic texturing part!

i just hate it when im sharing a room with my sis~!~ she just cant tolerate the little light lor! i was being SO SO quiet... and she still woke up! yup.. and as usual.. she complained to mum abt it! she's always making something real small LOOK really damn big! =x sucks.

back to stressieful life

im in intense stress mode. URGH!

ok.. i've to wake up to do the illustrator thing for makansutra tml morning.

when i get home.. i must freaking start on maya. done with modelling but undone with texturing. gone. and my animation.. it's so so "unstable".

and im finally back to norm with my boy. da ren and xiao hai zi.. =( damn sad and insulting can!

but boy got me lotz of cutie stuff. yup.. and he drew 3 little cuties for me. all saying sorry! and yar.. i've forgiven you! no more next time! and dun forget our NO PUBLIC TRANSPORT rule~!~ remember ok!

pink nike waterbottle.. damn chio can.. dumbo rocks! so cute!! then this tin tin thingy supposedly for my namecards.. then "the memory keeper's daughter! i totally heart this book can!! then the albums that i wanted so much! oh oh oh~!~ aww!! that's the panelty for making ur darling so ANGRY! i like the pink sorry though! damn cute!

i totally wish for ktv and mahjong sessions... i just hate to stay at home to do my damn assignments.. they are making me soo BORED out! i think i'll prolly fuck this sem. it's making me so tired. and i totally slacked it throughout. warning emails of almost all subjects. simply becos i hate to go to school. in another words.. i'm just plain lazy though!

i went berserk and ordered 8 opi nail polish! haha! im mad i noe. im simply crazy over nail polish and i'll change the colours every now and then. but my finger needs to recover fast~ it's NOT! not applying cream constantly makes it rot~ sounds disgusting ya? =p

and i've just realised that i've not even consulted my assignment with erwin or issac. dooms day for me! i think rejection for my concept is damn high. btw.. wad's my concept? damn! i've not thought abt it.. in my head im think of raoul shirts.. taiwan shoes.. more opi nail polish.. and damn.. i've yet to spend my tangs voucher. gonna get chanel lipsticks for both mummy and me~ im a fillial daughter! haha!

i think im a brand addict. i love branded stuff but those with GOOD quality. that's just so me!

emofication

ok. emo and temperamental.

sometimes i just wonder if i've made a wrong choice. a wrong choice to accept a guy that picks me on my childishness. who thinks it's very shameful for me singing childish songs. I AM CHILDISH. guys are selfish ass-es. they dun care abt how u feel. they dun love you for who u are.

and as the relationship gets longer, he doesnt even bother to apologise. he doesnt even bother to call you after making a bad remark right away. oh well, then that's just be it.

for this time, i just hate this relationship. it's making me so sad. i cant stand it. if u dun love me for who i am, just go away..

blogging from school!~

i think i should really keep my eyes alert on the road. just now i think a car was NEAR me but i just crossed it~ taking for granted that im in school! hah!

presentation starting soon.. sian.. im going to teach the class how to speak BLACK english~ u noe tha yoyo thingy! haha!

first day of school = no cab.. great right? im so super good girlfriend today! called boy to wake up~ if not for me.. hmm.. he would have TAKEN a cab~!~ and there goes his hard earn money!

life sucks school sucks everything sucks.

deadlines for this week: DET assignment 3.

but i doubt i'll be starting on it soon. procrastinating in process~!~

updates

watched one last dance at ps just now. it was simply fantastic~ though some parts were kinda hard to catch but the angles and shots were pretty!

cut my hair this morning together with highlights and all. mum sponsored! hehe! im totally in love with my new hair. but it seems alil dry! i supposed it has to be like that. =) chio? i think i look alil more cuter than ever!! hah! duhz! =D see the eye bags? i used 4 hours in the morning to chiong reading. and this is the result~ am damn tired now..

read finish "the beachcomber"

sad to say, this was the only novel that i've completed reading ever since o levels ended, which was like.. 3 years ago? i noe it sucks. hah! but i used like less than a week to complete it~ mummy commented that my reading is fast! no doubt! im an impatient person!

and i've finally decided to just go ahead with execution then concept for maya. i noe it's a very wrong procedure. but i rackon that if i dun start now, no matter wad fucking good concept that i have next week, i wont be able to complete it though. so i tot.. concept will just pop up just like that. i dun care.

tired. hell starts tml. go for it jane. another 14 days left till u reach heaven!

ding dong ding

great. i've not fired up maya even though i noe i better get started by now. damn. im so in this super uber lazy fucking mode. and i've not even done research or something. im just courting death in short.

next. school was short today as usual. im looking forward for friday. to sleep at home. brains are shutting down. my brain IS shutting down. the medicine that i took sure works as sleeping pills.

everybuttie is stressed up right now. let's think of the holidays. another 2 more plus weeks. and then itp.. and then we are year 3's!! hah! chio~

im so in love with this lar~ it costs a whopping.. $565 i think~ omg! but too bad.. im a sucker for red~ and im determine to get this! i dun care! unless... by then i save up enough money to get a speedy~ that's a different story then! hah!

damn chio right? i super love it lar! the more i see~ the more i want!! hah! that's why im posting up on my blog mah! =D~~~~~~

that's going to be my motivation~ maya! WO LAI LE!!!

sick. once again.

im feeling freaking bad now.. so low in spirits. sick without my boy this time.. sigh! he must be enjoying his time now with mr broker and the jackpot machines.

today crit session was ok. i presented for the whole group. found that i improved quite abit. not much stumbling thing going on in my mouth. was more natural. a deep breath and a smile helped quite abit! that's my secret~ try it!

before that.. i tot i've sneezed so hard that one of my ears had difficulties in hearing. something like u're most likely to experience on the plane. thank goodness it's ok.

tonight i'll be sleeping early. BOY IS COMING HOME TML~ slurps!~ i miss his honey water. but i think it's like once in a freaking blue moon lar.

im suppose to start doing my work today. but im not. cos my brain is so light that i'm floating. thanks to the strong med that doc gave me. together with medical cert to exempt me from school for two days! i love it~ tot mum was going to receive a warning letter from school. precious school fees on that thick piece of paper. so worth it right.

late nights are bad for health. sleeping at 12 today. which is 57 minutes later! final. tml is hell!

BAMBI

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boy's going genting AGAIN tml~ damn damn damn! and he's not giving me moolahs for my manicure!! how evil can a boy be!!

went shopping at fep today.. bought a bottom and top.. boy dun like that top. but i tot it was CUTE and bubbly! i'll wear it on wed when i meet him!! hehe!

yesterday was my last day of work. steve was a pretty good boss i must say! and i got to know their clients like.. des d mel and mothers and sons~! funny company name i must say! hah! that adam tan from des d mel is so so duper cute~~ oops! haha! and steve was telling me how capable and handsome he is~ =) *drools*

it's 2007 and im so not used to this 07 thingy. my stomach today was so super duper pain! hopefully it's nothing biggie. i cant afford to get sicky.

happy new year

boy's SLEEEPING away while im typing this entry~

im so supposed to do the menuboards now. but im not. meetin the client at 3pm. im in so dead shit.

just came back from pat's bday celebration. dinner at tian tian huo guo and minds cafe after that. pretty fun. but im so so tired.

it's gonna be hell for me after fri. cos im so hell going to chiong maya. chiong DET. chiong makansutra. it's going to be shit.

but im a happy girl. haha! im so happy now~ i feel loved by my boy. mum. sis. nothing major happened this year. except for that stupid cny incident. other than that.. i think im a good girl this year! haha!

im lemming for so so many things. but i've got to save money for this year~