ugly

the most depressing moment in my years in dcmd is not caused by my schoolmates and wadever

BUT

my not supportive family members.

they'll only tell me that the house is too small to put my stuff, the room is being shared by 2 person and i'm not allowed to do my work after 12am, the light is so bright that i can't sleep, the keyboard sounds are so noisy, the grumbles, the insults, the resigned to your fate that you come from a poor family and design is for the rich kinda thinking, the ranting of how much money is spent during studying, design cant bring you anywhere, what a waste of time.. so on and so forth.

how ugly can some ppl get. especially the ones whom i call FAMILY MEMBERS.

i dun care if i get karma by typing such stuff about my FAMILY MEMBERS especially they are my seniors. and whatever i do is what i want.

from what i know, a family is suppose to tolerate, give and take, be patient with one another.. but i dun see this. all i get is the huge pile of insults and the constant pushing me down kind of remarks.

and. for goodness sake, it's NOT as if you guys are some successful people that EARN big bucks. I can only take this shit if you guys are rich and successful! but i do not see that! so what makes you ppl think that u are deem fit to insult what i am doing!

so.. does it mean that a PATHETIC SNO can get a HIGHER PAY than a JUNIOR DESIGNER?

or a SECRETARY can get a HIGHER PAY than a SENIOR DESIGNER?

shut the fuck up.

you might call me a rude daughter. but i'm just stating the facts.

it's not as if i wanted the deadline to be on monday. and i only got to know it on friday. so? u expect me to talk to the teacher to postpone that deadline just because u want to get the house PAINTED. dumb.

sleep in the same room as me. ya. difficult to sleep. ya. but guess wad.. I AM THE ONE WHO IS WORKING ON MY ASSIGNMENT BUT YOU ARE SLEEPING! as if i wanna work! i would also rather sleep if i have a choice. i'm not LIKE you ya know. i dun WATCH drama on my computer at night recently!

and if you have forgotten, this is a gently reminder, i'm in my final year now.

thank you. you all sucks big time.

i'll never forget about these terrible stuff during my 2 years plus of poly life.

i'll thank you for saying such stuff to make me work harder and get out of the bloody house.

support from family. my foot.