friends forever

i think the topic "friends" is really... so... sensitive..

=)

last time i remembered there was this trend.. friends getting this "forever friends" bear/keychains for each other.

now.. it seems so shallow.. forever friends will never be forever..

i think the problem lies in me, myself and i.

i'm too sensitive, ugly, fierce, dumb, picky, lazy, full of shit, fat, stubborn, workaholic, money faced, gossipy, rude, arrogant and more..

quit emo.

went timbre to celebrate ken's birthday! his girl friend is so sweet to bake him cupcakes saying kennyboi!! haha! the ambiance was nice.. just that i wasn't into "outdoor" dining.. haha! came home and ate noodles to fill my ever growing from small to big belly.

i dunno why im so tired these days.

finally headaches are gone.. i'll only be having 2 sessions of tuition next week. super low tide. i think i'll be busy with the upcoming grad show! for me.. no tuition equals no money. sigh.. to think some can get the $115 from their parents. but i'm not going to get from mummy ya know. i'm going to SAVE that $115. sigh.. dunno where to DIG that money out!

i dunno why.. sometimes i think i'm just selfish. but some ppl also won't accommodate. last minute meetings? surely i can't. cos tuition is already pre-planned. but i did try my best to cancel it off. but my students are having their tests this week and next week. i dun think it's fair for them. i know gradshow is impt and moreover i'm the opening night head. sigh. i felt so shit that i was not able to help or be around. =(

it's ok.. things are going to be over soon!! with 2 tuition sessions, i'll be able to focus more on gradshow!!! chiong ar!!