Plants in a bottle

when i was at Soon Lee yesterday, my eyes were set on these beautiful bottles. my personal favourite is the first one. Round and fat! wahahaha! Molly molly molly!

it's a pretty novelty. =)

Inner thoughts

it's been a long time since i've last blogged.

and i'm doing it now because i feel pretty frustrated as well as disappointed. and i guess this cyber space is a good place for me to release my thoughts.

today i told my mum that my sister feels that she nobody ever bothers about her thus she's happy that she's going to get married and be out of the house.

my mum immediately rebutted that if she thinks that it's the only solution then just be it. however, i know that she's just disappointed to hear this.

actually, i agree with my sister. there were many a times whereby i wanted to just get out of the house. and this is mostly because i couldn't tolerate one person's actions. and it is my brother.

i know it's very mean of me to say this but i just got to say "i rather not have him as a brother".

as a family, we are all suppose to give and take. living under a roof requires lots of accommodations as well as tolerance. but from what he had done to the rest of the members, it really feels very sick to see him everyday in my life.

no doubt that he had stroke fear in me for several times and at that point of time i even cursed him. but i think for what he had done had gone beyond my patience and i guess as well as my sister's.

and when my sister once told me that her boyfriend told his friends that my brother was just a piece of furniture at home, i laughed. i know it was bad for me to laugh cause if i were to hear people especially my love ones saying this, i'll be devastated.

however, things are not helping when my mother spoils him to the core. not only by providing materialistic wants that he want but also supporting him even though his thoughts/philosophy are wrong.

As a female, i know that i'll go soft hearted when he needs help from me.

but from now on, very sad to say, i'm just going to treat him as a normal human being that i see on the streets. it has always been this way though but i'm just not going to hate him nor am i going to like him as my brother.

To deal with people like him, hatred is a small word.

and with this post, i rest my case for my family. from today onwards, i'm not going to be involved in any of the arguments. this is because the outcome will always be negative. sigh.

2010

spent the first day of a brand new year shopping. =D