Friday, February 26, 2010

disturbing

last night i told that fella at home that i'll hate him for life. and his reply was ok.

this is totally sick.

he calls my name and my sister's name for nothing all day long.

when i'm in the bathroom, he sneaks into my room.

in the middle of the night when i'm awake, he comes in and do some silly actions to attract my attention.

while my sister is sleeping, he'll do again, some funny actions. and not forgetting to complete it with his sinister smile.

he likes to lie on my sis and my beds and use his oily face to rub against our bolsters and pillows.

he gives us this sinister smile everytime we get pissed off because of his actions.

i'm seriously feeling damn disgusted by his actions.

and if this carries on, i'm going to rent a room outside and not be home.

every single day, my sister and i will have to say "GET OUT OF OUR ROOM".

i know my mum will definitely be super upset. however, with this kind of disgusting behaviours that im exposed to every single day, i cant help but feel that this home is going to be broken into pieces all because of his nonsense.

dearest friends, give me a solution please?

last night i got so pissed off till in my hurt i cursed him that he'll burn in hell and get his duly retribution. and that's how mad i was. till now, i still don't feel a tad remorseful. however, i felt bad because i've sinned. and the sin was because of it. it's so not worth it. so i'm trying hard to tell myself that i'm going to ignore every single thing that he's done. treat him as a transparent human being and live life as per normal. it's not worth it getting my arteries hardened because of him. he, for sure, will get his deserved retribution. i'm not cursing him but it's that fact. creating miseries for others is something bad right? people say when u do bad things you'll get your retribution. i truly hope he doesn't get away with it.

and i'm going to accommodate till he push his luck till my brim and i'm going to move out.

my mum spares the rod, spoils her son. if she can't do anything about it, it's ok. i'll leave.