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beep beep.. boy's having his pms again!!! feeling moody.. but nothing's gonna change his sad sad face.. boo!!! nowadays boy's been saying the wrong things.. or rather hurtful remarks.. he just complained to me that IM GETTING FATTER... and yar.. i just went swimming today.. =( next thing he complained was IM NOT DOLLING MYSELF UP ANYMORE!! wtf.. recently the furthest place we went was.. BUGIS?? to make his specs and all... gosh.. wad has it got to do with me not dolling up? it's not as if im going for a movie or something.. =( it's HURTFUL.. i hate this..

tml's ck's birthday.. and they MIGHT be eating at fajah.. horrible.. hopefully there's mahjong.. else.. i wont go.. BOOP!

went swimming with zj.. and i was freaking late.. reason: hard time tying my bikini~~ it was the first time that i wore a bikini for a swim? hehe!! i look FAT in it though~~ gonna shed that few kgs too... my tummy's growing BIGGER and BIGGER each day..

after swim.. i went for cafe cartel's st lious pork ribs.. hehe! effort wasted.. will try harder! met up with germaine for shopping.. and guess wad? i bought a red belt and a polka dot top from m)phosis.. wanted to buy the dress but then.. gosh.. no money liao.. then i called boy hoping that he can pia down after his dinner to help me "see" the dress.. (cum buy it) hehe!! but then he just told me to buy it straightaway with his card.. haha!

but i just think that the card is giving me lots of probs.. boy thinks that im RELIANT on the card.. i just hate that.. im not that money minded bitch that u see on the streets u noe! sigh.. i think i'll just give him back his card tml in case things get worst.. i HATe this.. boo..

yup.. so i bought another polka dot dress..

and then.. we went to watch ghost game.. kinda not that good for the ending.. but overall.. it was "scary" enough for us.. beep~~

after that.. on the way to the train station.. hehe~ i spotted rings!! pretty pretty rings!! and i bought.. THREE of them at one goal at a fantastic price of 30 bucks! hehe!! original price was 13.90 each.. DISCOUNT for students? hehe!

love retail therapy to the max~ wad's better than shopping besides being loved right? heehee~ but im not feeling love these days.. especially at night.. sigh..

wonder why boy's feeling so stressed up? problems? money problems? sometimes i just feel like giving him one tight slap and tell him that i've got my own fucking problems too but i'm not feeling the "stress" that u are feeling right now? wad's there to be so UPTIGHT about? and why can u stay up till next morning just for ur mahjong sessions but not for me?? mahjong is more important?

but then again.. it's ur OWN body.. ur OWN mind.. ur OWN thinking...everyone's different..