first day as a.. part-time.. DESIGNER..

WOOT!! pay is good. so means what? must work HARD lar!!! =)

though a part of me just wish that the boss will choose me after one month.. but another part me me says maybe it'll be just up to fate!! cos if i can't cope.. i'll have to quit at the end of the day.. i dun wan to jeopardize my studies.. but it's horrible if i tio fire lehz! like not very nice right? i'll feel sad.. it just means that i'm very lousy! and i hate to feel lousy! i'm already so lousy in studies liaoz.. if lousy in design.. think i'm better off being a tai tai. yes. a tai tai. confirm i won't be lousy one! i know the nicest place to cut hair.. the nicest place to do nail.. the best nail artist.. the best facial place.. etc! HAHA!

but it was really disgusting when i had another interview at kallang. if it's a design firm at kallang and they do graphics for packaging for casual games.. PLEASE DO NOT GO THERE AND WORK. SURE REGRET. cos they ish very BUDGET one! and the person that interviewed me SUCKS big time! he kinda think that while i'm studying... i won't have the heart to do my best. and then right.. he just puts me off when i say i didn't really do freelance work before. but it's so wth right! like very stupid. no experience in freelance then can't do freelance.. then he say if work part time.. one day he can only provide.. $50-60!!! wo de TIAN AR!! aiyo!! maybe i'm just not suitable huh! shall not rant on and on.. else think tonight can't sleep!

sometimes i sort of lose my self confidence subconsciously. =(

but i believe.. nothing's more important than health and happiness. =) kai xin jiu hao!!!!