0211

im not asleep yet.

something happened. a quarrel. hate it.

problem: he feels that he's not happy doing certain things, but becos of me, he DID them

my stand: not happy then dun do? I HAVE NV EVER FORCE HIM TO DO ANYTHING!

his stand: he needs me to noe and stand by him every now and then

minor prob: he says my language usuage is hurting

my stand: how many FUCKS are there in my blog? how many HATEs are there in my blog? and sometimes it get really on my nerves

next prob: he msg-ed me a break up sms

his stand: becos he's angry

my stand: angry then can anyhow break up?

he's hurt? and im hurt too? he said that he just wanted me to know that he's not happy doing things that i ask him to do or i want to do? i wonder.. if he's so unhappy then dun do it LAR? it's not as if i force him or something.. cheebye.

he keeps cutting into my sentences? and then i was so pissed that i said " i fucking hate to talk to you" and i really mean it? i just hate ppl who cut into my sentences.

u've been saying lots of stupid stuff these days. i mean real STUPID? but this didnt bother me. it's the point where u drag my mum in and stuff? damn it. i didnt even say ur mum and u started saying my mum? i noe it sounds childish. but wad if i say that ur mum is a fucking cheebye bitch? and then i add on " just kidding nia ". u like it?

after this incident, i called u after my tv programme and u said u wanted to watch tv, FINE. i let u watch ur tv. DUN complain to me that im depriving u of ur sleep. dun complain that u have been feeling tired and stuff. it's ALL ur own doing. u choose to watch tv and call me back late. OBVIOUSLY, u'll be tired the next day.

and for ur BELLY, if u dun wanna jog is ur own FUCKING business. wait till u DIE of heart related diseases, dun come crying to me. grow fat for all i care and i wont give a damn.

continue to speak ur D7 english and next time when u face problems phrasing or talking PROPER english to ur potential clients and stuff, BLAME ur CCK sec sch for it ok?

if u are TIRED and dun feel like returning my books, DUN? i didnt even PUSH u for this and now u tell me that u are unhappy doing it after a long and tiring day?

next time, no mahjong for me with ur pals, i rather play with my friends than urs. go and PLAY with ur friends instead.

why must we be together when u are so fucking unhappy with wad u are doing? then wad do u expect me to do? tell me such things and then quarrel? and u said that we arent quarrelling. fuck manz.

i wonder if a relationship has so many problems, then why carry on? if u are so UNHAPPY, why be with me? go be with other girls that can CHANGE for u?

u expect me to change for u, arent u fucking selfish? JANE comes in this original package, NO editions or anything! if u wan me to change, then i'll jolly well leave. humans are that selfish uh. changing people to suit themselves.